do you ever sit there and think about the things you ship

like i have chosen to scream and cry about an undead puppy boy with doll eyes kissing his dorky grandpa-jumper-wearing extremist boyfriend

look at my life. look at my choices.

that is the best description of them i have ever read

(Source: jeankirschspooky)


I miss you. Hope you miss me, too.

There’ve been too many wars in my life. Now love is my last one. And I don’t wanna think about its results. Six or seven months ago another war was finished really bad for me. I lost a friend. And now I have no energy and desire to find a new one. Sometimes she makes me think she still misses me, but… Do I really need her so much? Do I really wanna return everything? I’m not sure I’m ready for a new attempt.

I’ve read too many fanfics about Simon and Kieren since I finished watching “In the Flesh”. Last time I read fanfics was after “House M.D.” ended.

Well, many things have happened for last two months. Now I have a job. Not the job of my dreams, but it’s better than nothing. I stopped going out with the most of my acquaintances. I don’t feel frustrated, no, but I’m not sure I need them to be next to me. I feel comfort when being alone, but not always. I still love spending time with my man. He’s wonderfull.